Devious Concoctions.

Well, it’s been less than a week from my last entry. Am glad to say I’m a bit more….. positive? Haha, but being stuck at home isn’t really helping. Really wanna just go out and look for a job. I wanna try Coffee Bean or Starbucks or San Francisco! It’ll be so cool to work in those type of places where i can be surrounded by that wonderful aroma. Hehe, would be happy all day long! *beams*

Technically, now i just help out with the housework and stuff. It’s not so bad…. I mean i get to work on my dreadfully broken chinese. Plus it’s funny chatting with my grandma and aunts. Hey, i’m not one of those who don’t communicate with their elders! I do. But, it’s just that when they’re the only one’s in the house, u tend to talk to them about……….. everything. I used to just be respectful and answer only when needed. Like, girls are only meant to be seen and not heard (goodness knows y’all can hear me before u see me) Now it’s like, i listen to their stories. Very odd and contrasting i must say.

Still i’m kinda cut out from the outside world. I miss TCPJ so much. Just talking to my classmates online makes me miss the place even more. I hope i can visit them soon……. I miss Audrey aka Crazy (nickname given courtesy of Syafiq) She’s like the friend who u never go anywhere without. I miss her awesomely detailed anime drawings…… I miss Kerry. She’s like the 2nd person i met on the Orientation Day. She’s so…. mature. She’s done nearly everything I haven’t done. Like go out clubbing, hang out at night, stuff like that. Then there’s Syafiq. A really sweet guy who likes to disturb me and Audrey. Josh Josh! A quiet guy but when he talks, whoa, he talks about everything! And then Darren. A bit annoying but then who isn’t. Kinda miss him bugging me…. Sigh…. Then Alvin who wants to be a superstar and loves acting in class. Haha, i support u all the way man! He autographs on every spare sheet of paper he gets. Hey, really who knows? It might be worth a lot one day! And everyone else - Dandan, Jia Yih, Aina, Swee Mei, Karen, Caryn, Natalie, Roy, Roger, Ashleigh, Denise, Jamie, Mei Ann, Vanessa, Catherine, Amanda, Afiq, Terry, Lilian, Vivian…….. if i forget anyone, pardon me. My mind’s not right at the moment. Hehe………

Am getting increasingly worried. Been having this breathing problem. Sometimes i feel suffocated. Like i can’t take full breaths nowadays. Almost as though the pressure inside is greater than outside, so in a way it’s blocking the air from coming through. Mom hasn’t said anything so i guess i shouldn’t really worry, should i?

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