Devious Concoctions.

Wheee….. i’m so marvelously brilliant even i don’t know it. Of course by saying so i’m meaning ironically/sarcastically! Anyway, i manage to injure myself just 2 days before the competition! How perfect timing is that? It’s the playing-with-fire trick. Okie okie, fine i was careless for not taking precautions. Guess i was over-that-phase of being cautious? It’s like just when u thought the next door dog wasn’t gonna bite you, u put ur hand over the fence….. Ouch….. Could have been worse on that day…..Anyway, looks like we’re gonna have to do something else. With 2 days more, i’m sure we can find/work something out! (trying to sound as optimistic as posssible =D)

Anyway, guess i’m hit hard with this new craze. Remeber 2 years ago i was crazy about hip-hop? Yea don’t worry i still am, but unfortunately kinda rusty and recently just heard about the end-of-the-year anniversary performance but won’t be able to participate coz i’ve to attend a cousin’s wedding the following day. Darn…. not again this year! Haha, the new craze? Magic! Y? I didn’t really know it at first, but when i should some of my tricks to a few people, their expression and the response i got just made all the practice worthwhile. I def think that this new hobby can take me places or at least show me something that the naked eye can’t see. Okie yes it sounds a bit sceptical now but i know i can do it! I started off with cards and i intend to become skilful in it. Yes, laugh all you want whoever’s reading this. But watch out next time if i pull a card from thin air or from my mouth or somewhere else unexpectable! Haha…….

So yea, back to the competition. I’m thankful i didn’t lose a limb (particularly my fingers) and luckily the burn’s on my arm! I can still play the piano then! Hehe, i’m taking this burn scar as like something i can be proud like. Kinda like sayin, ‘At least i attempted it!’ Yay me! I guess it’s better i got the feel of it today than on THE day itself……So ahem, better get back to practice i guess. So please ppl, if ur gonna or not gonna come, just msg me via hp or friendster like by friday night! Would love to see you guys there! so just remember it’s this Saturday (2nd september 2006) at LL1 Main Concourse, Sunway Pyramid from 3pm-6pm. See ya! Peace out!

Well i guess what people say is true. You need a wake-up call every now and then. When is mine going to come??!?!?

Everyday is a whole same routine. If you thought school was bad enough, welcome to college life! I think seeing all 4 of your teachers everyday is depressing! In school u get alternate days, that’s when u can decide to skip school or not. I mean i do like my teachers, but it’s getting really monotonus, not that i can complain or do anything to change the whole schedule system….. still, would just like to voice it out.

Anyway, like after the whole darn episode in tuition last year (the bigger commotion, not the smaller one) I’m beginning to doubt myself. Last time i use to talk so freely, now i watch and analyse and ponder and think about it consistently of what i say to people. Particularly when that person gives me a look that reads, ‘Watch it.’ Yes yes i know it’s time to grow up and learn from ur mistakes and blah blah blah, but does everything have to be so restricted when ur doing so? Where has that talkative girl gone to? Okie, okie i still talk alot, but i just realise i don’t talk about everything anymore, just like i use to do. Is this part of having a change in environment? I thought it’s suppose to do more good than harm!

I guess maybe i just need to breath and not think so much (God knows how many times i’ve tried that and failed) and think more positively? Like this guy in my class, Hari aka the Eternal Sunshine (that’s what i call him) He’s like at peace with the whole world. Everything that happens to him he just kinda like laughs it off and goes, ‘Oh well….’ just like that. He’s like always this laughing, happy-go-lucky person. It’s amazing, that Hari.

I think it all bears down to that i miss all my friends who happily studying in HELP (don’t say HELP is more happening than Taylors, it’s only gonna make me regret going to taylors) and well, enjoying college life. Oh well, that’s me. I just envy people, bad habit… must stop… soon.