Hmmm…. I’m not sure of what to blog about. Am in an emo mood, but half of my mind is trying to puncture the exterior fogs of moodiness and insert in positive happy things. Not working. I’ve no idea y i’m being so moody. (and no it’s not PMS if that’s what ur thinking) I realized i haven’t blog a while. Let’s recap….
I wonder if guys get intimidated by girls who do better than them in an all guy-guy field? Let’s take engineering for example. How many girls are actually in mechanical engineering? Most of us go for chemical or civil engineering, but not the on-the-field, hands-in-the-dirt type of engineering. So do guys get intimidated? The answer’s bloody simple : YES!!! I haven’t the foggiest idea why! We can achieve some feats better than they can (like faking an orgasm) and they can do some stuff better than us (will insert something here later). But what’s with all this gender bias thing? I should know. I’m surrounded by guys the entire time, for 5 days in a week a minimum of 6 hours a day. You think it’s whoopee do for 1 1/2 years? No. Hell it’s sometimes infuriating when they drift off to do their guy stuff and talk about guy things (seriously, talking about girls in an all guy group makes you phobic) that i guess it’s finally taking a toll on my insanity. I’m prolly sick and tired as any day now for being treated as someone you can insult , apologize, and then insult again.
Wait, i’m getting off topic.
Anyway, don’t get me wrong. I like the guys i hang out with now. They’re a fun sarcastic-funny group. But i just wonder if maybe i’m being taken for granted type of person? I know a few who don’t, so maybe i should care-less about the other few. Why should i bother about people who make me feel less than i’m really worth?
It’s funny and surreal when u finally realize who is in your life, and who isn’t.
