Devious Concoctions.

Am currently reading all my friend’s blogs. And I’ve just realized
that this whole blog epidemic started from ariff i think, or was it
mischel…. anyway, what is the point of having a blog anyway? Don’t
get me wrong, i love posting on my blog on my random-ness, waiting for
people who know absolutely nothing about me to read. Nowadays, i guess
it’s also a place to rant, pour our hearts and soul out, story tell,
write hidden msgs between the lines and so on.

Haha, i just read a few random blogs on friendster. It’s laughable
seeing people penning down their innermost thoughts, only to later
write, i hope nobody finds out about this. HAHAHAHAHA. Gosh, if it’s
one huge secret, why blog it? Blog does not equal diary. Diary =
personal blog. Blog = public diary. Weird kan?

I guess most people find it easier to pen down their thoughts,
instead of speaking and talking it out. I never got into the habit of
penning down my thoughts regularly, instead i’m so used to just talking
about it with my mates. I feel it’s better to just unload it off all at
once. Which is why i so cannot live alone. I’ll prolly die an insane
woman.

Here’s a question : If you unload your problems to your friends,
sooner or later you will lose them. True or False? I say half half. No
one likes to listen to a water hose, just regurgitating all your
problems, like they are the only ones who matter. But then again,
that’s what friends are for. They’re there for you in your darkest
hours. I say, it’s great having friends who listen to you when you’re
down, even though it means not getting a word in edgewise for the next
2 hours. I would do the same for mine, i just hope the ones listening
to me don’t think too badly of me. Like judging my every word;
thinking, ‘God she’s pathetic.’ I guess that’s my only fear :  being
judge by other people.

I just realized how lucky i am to have a family who loves me. It’s
weird, it’s like only now I’m thinking about all this family business,
and not taking them for granted. Growing up trend?

I say the word ‘like’ way too many times. Like.

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